Do you believe in the rapture?

I'm looking for people who believe that the world is going to end soon, or people who pray it ends soon. If you think the rapture is around the corner or that we're nearing the end times, I would really like to talk to you!

I would like to interview you talking about your beliefs. This can be in person, by phone or by skype. I'd like to record this interview, so I can use it as material in a musical piece that I'm writing. This piece will be played in England. Most of the people who hear it will have not previously heard the rapture described by a believer.

In order to make the music, your words will be put into a collage that makes musical sense. This does require some cutting, but I will preserve your meaning. I want to accurately convey your views, your beliefs and your hopes for the future.

This is for a 13 minute section of a longer piece of music performed by people with laptop computers. The entire thing will be an hour long. I'm calling it a "laptopera," but it does not actually contain singing. The title of the piece will be The Death of Stockhausen. Your section does not yet have a title, but will probably include the word "Apocalypse." The section will also include people with New Age beliefs surrounding 2012, but will make sure to differentiate their views from yours. (If you want to say anything about how the New Agers are right or wrong, I'd also like the hear that).

If you want to help, please leave a comment! Or, would you mind praying that somebody does want to help?

Resolution Interview: Temporary Vegan

A resolution is basically an attempt to change one's own behaviour. Often these are made for reasons of self-improvement (ie, "I will go to the gym at least 3 times a week from now on.") but sometimes they are made with a more communal goals. The impact of these is greater if more people participate. I sent out some questions to people I've known that have tried to do world-improving resolutions. First up is Sarah, who went vegan for a month over the summer.

I got email from her then, explaining what she was doing and asking if people wanted to go along and do it too. I wondered what had become of the project. This is what she told me.

I originally started the Vegan-for-a-month project to try and get my close friends and family members to eat less beef. Beef consumption is a major cause of global warming and of rainforest destruction and if we want to do anything about either of these problems we actually all have to decide to stop eating beef entirely. I also wanted to see what kind of response I would get just based on peer pressure.

The response was overwhelming! I sent the original request out to several hundred people and I got about 50 responses back indicating that my friends and family were in support of my decision. One person wrote that he and his girlfriend ordered the organic veggie box from a local CSA, one person agreed to give up cheese, and another didn't eat beef the whole month! Best of all, my boss brought me a vegan chocolate bar.

All in all, I think about 50 people participated, but I never did a follow up to find out what they did.

It started to fail near the end of the month for several reasons. I went to a formal dinner and was served items containing dairy. Additionally, I gained a ton of weight. Some people have naturally high metabolisms, but I metabolize protein differently and in order to get enough protein I had to ingest a quantity of beans and rice that also provided me with too many carbs. I am familiar with vegan cooking, and I eat vegan most of the time, but I cannot figure out how not to become protein deficient without ingesting small amounts of non-fat dairy from time to time. I love tofu, ate a whole bunch of it, but it also causes me to gain weight. Additional exercise only makes the problem worse because then I need more protein.

I consulted several vegans before I started and most were very unhelpful and told me things that I already knew. I think people's bodies react differently to changes in diet.

I learned that being vegan is really hard to maintain in social situations. You are very limited to what you can eat if you go out which means cooking all the time and if you go out to someone's house you can't eat most of what they serve. They become offended easily. I hated going to a birthday party and telling the host that I didn't want any of their birthday cake. It made me feel bad. I think veganism can work very well for people who are not as social or don't have as eclectic of a group of friends as I do. I also travel too much to be vegetarian let alone vegan.

I also missed cheese a lot. I have now mostly cut cheese out of my diet, but every once in a while I really like to have some. I also just can't get used to coffee without a tiny splash of real milk in it.

I don't think I would try it again based on the way that my body reacted. I'm still trying to loose some of the weight I gained. I try to eat mostly vegan, and when I cook for myself I almost always eat vegan, but when friends come over or I go out, vegetarian is just fine and please pass the birthday cake thank you very much.

I think I accomplished my goals. My main goal was to get other people to think about their beef consumption. I'm going to continue to do this via other means such as publishing pictures I took in Peru of cattle eating rainforests.

I have asked her to send a picture of a cow in a rainforest! And I'll post it when it comes up.

Incidentally, Sarah is the second person I've spoken to recently who had health problems with doing a vegetarian or vegan diet. It works for me, but everybody is different. Multivitamins seem to help. If you're vegan, also, you need to take B vitamins, or else eat loads of marmite. But if you can't manage to be a vegetarian, you can still get local, organic, free range meat and eat it in moderation.