Things Celeste Worries About

• Do people around me realize how much baggage I have? If they do, will they still want to talk to me?
• Is my music boring?
• Am I boring?
• Am I working hard enough?
• Is my dog getting enough food, attention exercise?
• Do I have any clue how to communicate?
• what if I keep making the same mistakes over and over and can't ever escape them?
• What if everything that goes wrong is my fault? Like, to the point where my actions actually ellicit, somehow, other people to be mean?
• What if I'm mean?
• what if I'm blind to all my own faults that re important?
• what if I can see them, but can't manage to change them?
• what if all the bad things I've heard about myself are true?
• Do I stand for anything?
• Do I know what my values are?
• If I had tried harder, would it have made a difference?
• Did I do everything I could for my mom?
• Do I know who I am?
• Is identity important?
• If I'm grumpy, will nobody want to talk to me?
• Should I hide being grumpy?
• what if I'm grumpy all the time?
• maybe just nobody has realized my propensity for grumpiness, crotechetyness, and angstyness?
• am i more fxcked up than other people?
• is music important?
• has anybody realized how little i actually know about harmony, history and literacy?
• am i being stupid?
• If I worry too much, will my hair fall out?